Need Talk

[ChovanTang]

I need someone to talk to, like right now. The bad feelings keep showing up in my mind and I can't stop them. I need help.

[Lixus]

I'm here if you want to talk about any problem, maybe I can help if you need someone to helps you aswell

[ChovanTang in reply to Lixus]

Thank you. I was so depressed an hour ago and I tried something else like played a MOBA game with my friend and now I feel a little better but still sad.

[Lixus in reply to ChovanTang]

I'm glad you can find things to feel a bit better, I usually play games for the same reason.

Is there a reason you still sad you wanna talk about?

[ChovanTang in reply to Lixus]

Actually there are a lot of reasons. For almost all the time, I have the feeling as I'm a loser. All the things I did hardly to be good, even I did something for a good reason, still can end badly.

[ChovanTang]

Of course, thank you for being here. I was so depressed an hour ago. I argued with someone I value a lot and obviously he was so mad at me. I messaged him a lot while he was playing some MOBA game, and blamed him a lot for the problems that actually were my fault.

[Hidden]

I’m here, talk to me!❤️

[ChovanTang in reply to Hidden]

I'm going to lose a friend that I really valued. I have some feelings about him. He refused me several times and now he's no longer single again. I'm jealous of that woman, yes. But I won't do anything to make him single again. He deserves better woman and the distance between us is very long, it won't happen for me to be with him. I can live with that just I need something or someone to move my attention away.

[Hidden in reply to ChovanTang]

Just keep busy, another person is not going to make you happy yet. You have to make yourself happy. Don’t wait for him, in case he changes his mind. Life will happen the way it supposed to turn out. Don’t worry about everyone’s else happiness.Take care yourself, life is short, time goes by fast, I can tell you that, I’m 68, and I know that for sure❤️

[ChovanTang in reply to Hidden]

Thank you, I feel better now. People like you really help.

[ChovanTang]

I did that, I apologized, but he just turn away and say nothing as a reponse. Ignored all the sorry messages I sent him.

[ChovanTang]

Sure, will do