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I know I'm being stalked

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I'll keep this short and sweet I wrote a previous post that I accidentally exited out of I hate **** like that, but for the past month I've experienced anonymous phone calls, bright lights coming from the other street behind my house, as well as cars tinted of course that stay posted on that same street that bonk out when I look out the windows, that slowly pull up when I'm outside alone, that park up the street and pull off when I'm sure my silhouette can be seen from a brightly lit room in the house, strange knocks outside my windows and what I've recently discovered footprints coming from all sides of the house that stop at the windows then trail off, I wouldnt be surprised if someone wanted me off'd I wouldn't know why I do nothing wrong to people, I believe I'm one of if not the most genuinely humble and nicest empathetic people to exist, I know I have enemies I've overheard legit strangers at my job say they hated me and wanted to do me dirty I guess because I'm a big dude with a reserved tho subtle personality people find It weird, THINK I'm weak and wouldnt beat somebody outta their boots or overall intimidating, yet such is life I've dealt with this practically my whole life, never understood it how people dont know you but know you and never take on the initiative to get to know you but will swear up and down they've got you figured out and will judge you based off of that, for the few that have gotten to know me know I'm one of the most down to earth person they know I enjoy simple **** in life, certified old soul lol love music especially classics jazz, hip-hop rnb listen to alot of underground because their talents precede mainstream, I find beauty in some of everybody regardless of how dirty the outside or damaged the soul, and I know how to get litt of course, I guess now and days acceptance come at the small price of a facade man but I've gotten into meditation and I'm finding god whome I feel has strengthened me throughout the times yes the depression is still there and at large lol and anxiety is steady trying to kick the door in but cant, I'm finding myself to fall deeper and deeper into an inexplicable acceptance that this is my life I'm not meant to have people in my life and that I will lose the ones I love the most if not vice versa at some point, despite the evilness that tries to surround me and influence the little relationships I do have for the little time I may have them (like with my family) and the series of unfortunate events that's been happening to me within the last few months I cant help but shake I'm being prepared for something huge in 2020 whether a large gain or loss, nevertheless know I have god and it's got my back and whatever happens will lead to benefit me, but if this is my last year on this planet I pray the lord continues to give me strength and that he keeps Me, if not I pray the same as well as to do the same for others all over the world. And I just pray you do the same for me and each other. This is happening I know it, and I'm readying myself, this will be the year I finally win or lose this battle and I've never been more hype and determined and motivated.

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You should go to the police and file a report and taking pictures on your cell phone would help.

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Sprinkle1

Yes go to the police if you have not already, talk to the supervisor at your job site. Take photos, keep the phone messages, keep a log, day, time these events happen.

Keep your doors and windows locked, drapes drawn. Seek any help you can, do you have a neighbor hood watch in your community? Keep your outside lights on at night, I do. I wish you well and peace of mind......Sprinkle 1.....

I think you should film and take photos and definitely inform the police asap

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Agora1

Keejay, stay safe my friend. We all care about you.

Keeping you in my thoughts. :) xx

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