Iv'e been happy these two weeks and it feels weird.

[Lunazay]

I totally forgot how it was to feel happy but these two weeks have felt very abnormal. i felt happy. whats weird is that the feeling of happiness that rushed to me felt so abnormal since i havnt felt it for so long. i never thought not even once about suicide. its a first. my social anxiety hurt me for so long but i dont know if its because i went to my first therapy appointment, my anti depressents, or my interaction with people made me feel happier. i think its my interaction with people. i feel less isolated. i made alot of new friends and that is just from speaking to people. before this happened, i opened a fortune cookie and it said ill make new friends through interaction and it came true. do u people believe fortune cookies? i just started to. lol

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What i believe is that they are delicious lol, it's great that you're happy and making friends, enjoy it ❤

[kenster1]

great that you've turned a corner a little and been in a better place.the real reason is your determination and committing to a plan of action in order to help yourself get better.its all your hard work maybe the fortune cookie was a sign.dont look back stay focussed on all the good things that are helping you.

[Agora1]

More than believing in a fortune cookies Lunazay, you need to believe in yourself.

I found it very interesting that something as simple as a cookie made you believe

enough that you interacted with others and became friends.

One of your posts that I read stated that you believed you would never get better.

And so with that mentality, you won't because what we think is what we get in life. xx

[pandaeyes1]

I’m glad you’re feeling better. It’s a wonderful thing!!