ECT update

[nicetry]

Had my fifth ECT treatment this morning, first one of which the doc did bilateral bc unilateral wasn’t doing much for my mood. Looking at a couple more weeks probably and I really hope I feel more significant change bc right now I mostly just feel still depressed and nauseated from the anesthesia. I’m scared and tired and almost ready to close the book on this entire chapter of my life.

[All_alone]

Hi there. Please hang in there. The dr has gone to bilateral so hopefully you will start feeling better soon. It must be very exhausting for you and being scared and tired doesn't help. If you were close I would be happy to sit with you and hopefully be able to give you some extra strength. Is there any medication that will help with the nausea. Hugs!! ❤❤

[nicetry in reply to All_alone]

Aw, thank you! Yes they are giving me something for nausea but I need to let the anesthesiologist that I’m still nauseated. And yes, it is exhausting.

[Coloradowalker]

You are strong and resilient and you will look back on this and know that you can handle anything because you are a survivor. May the sun shine on you real soon❤️❤️

[nicetry in reply to Coloradowalker]

Thanks. ❤️❤️

[Hidden]

It’s a time in life that’s scary and hopeful. I hope you find relief. It has helped a lot of people. I’m happy for you your nauseous it means you’re getting help lol. It’s rough I r not had it my brother did. But he had schizophrenia they missed that

[nicetry in reply to Hidden]

Yes, scary and hopeful describes it perfectly.

[Hidden in reply to nicetry]

Just try to let go and not fight it. The pain isn’t that bad physically you recover. I’d take the process of hope over none at all. I get scared having surgeries but when I go I choose to be happy say a few kind words to the surgeon and let myself sleep as I say as that’s my job while they do theirs. Afterwards I do the work and it’s awkward hard ... but it’s a better ending with improving my life. Try going there by letting go and think of what you’d like after it. Like maybe a tasty hamburger or Xmas holiday coffee have someone bring you one or take to to get one. Reward your strength. You deserve happiness and pleasure 💕🍷

[nicetry in reply to Hidden]

Thanks ❤️ My husband always stops by Starbucks on our way home, that’s my reward lol. It’s hard tho not knowing how much longer this will take.

[Mrspjsmom]

Hang in there. I hope this is a turning point for you. HUGS!!!

[nicetry in reply to Mrspjsmom]

Thanks! I’m hoping so too. Like I said tho it’s hard not knowing how long it will take.

[Mrspjsmom in reply to nicetry]

Sending positive healing thoughts and HUGS! Always here if you need me.

[nicetry in reply to Mrspjsmom]

Thanks — this morning was tough. Woke up & cried for a solid hour bc I’m not entirely sure this is working. Though it may be too early to tell I guess. The love and support from you all means the world to me.

[Mrspjsmom in reply to nicetry]

Here whenever you need me.

[nicetry in reply to Mrspjsmom]

Thank you 🙏🏻 that means so much!