Hey

[summerdaysmiles]

heart broken

lost

alone

confused

I need som reasons to keep trying.

[terriltwin2]

I know right where you are at. Back in 2010 I made a choice to be with a man I had only know for 3 months to move to another state . I was without family, friends, new job. I was with him maybe 2 months and found out he was smoking crack and having sex with other women. One showed up in the middle of the night at my apartment, saying she was pregnant with his baby. This was a horrible time for me. I was alone, confused, broken heart, and left with no money because he had taken every dime from me to smoke crack. It was then that I fell to my knees and cried out to this God that people have been talking about. I prayed to him that if he got me out of this situation and protected me from all harm, that I would never turn my back on him ever and I would follow and serve him all the days of my life. In the middle of the night ( my elderly parents are never awake) my phone rings and it is my dad. I cried and cried. I told him the poor choices I had made and that I was sorry, I found myself living with them, getting myself together and never looking back. We have a good and powerful God who loves us and I will never cease to thank him. I am praying for you, for I know right where you are at. I know it stinks to go through these things and this sounds funny, but now I am happy I did, I found true peace and a life now that I would not trade for anything.

[AlLeYkAt86-]

That’s our tragedy, and I’m not talking down to you, the human heart is the only thing that can break and keep working.

[kenster1]

determination

hope

resilience

the will to overcome

perseverance

just a few words to counter act some of the words you put up.keep at it don't pressure your head to much work at it have patience and belief in yourself.

[SuZQ154]

You are worthy and valued! You are lovable and loving! You are God's child and He loves you. Believing these statements which are true is hard for us! Yet, they are the TRUTH! Have you considered a Bible study or counseling? Both of these, along with being honest with people who loved me and exercise, helped to pull me out of my darkest periods. Please keep posting and please remember there is HOPE!