Sick of being sick

[Lulu02]

And I am sick of receiving my school report back to see my grades falling even further.

And I am sick of going to the doctors to see no improvement

And I am sick of not being able to look after myself

I am sick of my mum yelling at me

I am sick of not being able to be like everyone else and thrive at school

I am sick of loving school but not being able to show my academic skills

I am sick of me

I am sick of crying

I am sick of being in a constant emotional cycle where I am never content with my life

I’m sick of being tired

I’m sick of having to take meds at all hours of the day

I’m so sick of being sick

And I’m not even that sick.