Got sick from worrying

[Against_the_current]

Stomache is killing me, acids like crazy, low temperature (If it was higher, i would think it's a physical illness but i'm sure it's from mental struggling). I'm scared feeling unwell, espessially before my job interview 😖and espessially when i can't afford to be sick, nobody's gonna take care of me, mom's gonna scold me for being sick (ik it's insane)

[Adamj]

I woke up this morning and started dry heaving I barley can eat anymore ugh

[Against_the_current in reply to Adamj]

I'm sorry. I'm similar. Trying antiacids

[mannequinbfast]

Can relate😭. My mental health is destroying my physical health. Keep going broke buying vitamin supplements because I don’t know what else to do tbh. I’m sorry you’re struggling too 😣

[Against_the_current in reply to mannequinbfast]

I'm sorry. I'm same, when i travelled i didn't take any clothes because my bag was already full of meds. I feel like a pharmacy

[mannequinbfast in reply to Against_the_current]

Ugh that’s the worst. That’s why I got off meds. Psychiatrist wouldn’t stop prescribing me shit until I was on 8 different things, none of which were working

[Against_the_current in reply to mannequinbfast]

Ahh i know right. To the point i started precribing myself stuff that works better (well, nothing serious, just homeopathy, vitamins, adding, in my country we need a receipt for serious meds) and feeling like a med student. My parents are pharmasists (tho really toxic ones) and are stuffing me with meds since i was born

[Hidden]

find us some picrures of rhe horses u like.........when we go trail riding....sick of going alone...........have to beg!!!!!!!no one wants to go....can u bleieve that?

[Against_the_current in reply to Hidden]

I can't believe it. I like ponies but i guess im too heavy for them. Like horses colored like cows with Black and white

[Hidden in reply to Against_the_current]

well ponies are tryccyles ...

99 percent need calm old gelding...the ones u cant sell as they are too safe too calm too boring...likeme....

the horse world is shall we say....unique...long story

[Against_the_current in reply to Hidden]

Interesting

[Hidden in reply to Against_the_current]

oh ya...like nice guys...horse women always want a challenge....?????? who knows?

nice guys and horses...cant ...get a dial tone....lol....big bird is moltingt again but fun...

[Against_the_current in reply to Hidden]

Hmm i have no experience on this

[Hidden in reply to Against_the_current]

well us show me bulgaria and culture and lang and

ill show u ....

c?

watch eachohters back out here.....u wouldnt expect me to know all the cupcake places in bulgaria would u?

same dif...woule u be hard on me cuz i dont knwo the lang? doubt it

same idf...

fri

[Hidden in reply to Hidden]

we always try to tell people u want the old dud to start with...

nope they want the one that kicks them e5c...just like guys

nice guys....omg they eat us .....were too boring...snooozers..

and lol.....beginners wont go with us eith45....scared they might fail...

tried for 40 yera...nothing works..--- i hire kind women instctors who say the ame thing and very kind and..

such is life....they are terrified to go with me no matte what id dshort of aing them ten milin dollars. lol

[Against_the_current in reply to Hidden]

I would get the calmest possible horse

[Hidden in reply to Hidden]

sorry bad hands...short of payingt them ten miiilin dollars'''

so go out alone....but see animals wildlife and explore...nice to share but ...in their own prison.......oh brig would never be that way........hes too advanced....true chefs dont eat on paper plates after 55 yers....

smore?

[Hidden in reply to Hidden]

oh ive said it a 5thousand ways.....

nope....

ok ...so i hire the women....better anyway in the long run...

least horses dont laugh ....and ya can tell 5them all h dumb jokes ya want...let u know when wildlfe comint close to camp..when they get nervous

omg do t5hy have anxkiety disorder? should i medcate 5hm for being scared of moose????

omg new disorder....lol......

but brig...why wouldnt they be scared in dead o nigh5 in 5h wilerness..

yeppers

uuuu got it....

rest ma case.........

but brig can u imagine how scary it would b for rhe horseds with all the smells of the wolves and moose?

u got it partner.......why do u think we keep fires gointg at night and the food in the trees away from camp???

[Against_the_current in reply to Hidden]

So the point is anxiety is normal sometimes

[Against_the_current]

Appreciate it and glad you're back

[Against_the_current]

Trying my best to hang in

[Against_the_current]

Good idea but it's 1am and If i wake mom im having problems

[Hidden]

what were planningt our pack trip arent we? noody will go...ooh wait titl i show u the milky way in the wilderness....omg the stars are ablaze...no light noise....step back in time...1800s....essentialy what the antive amerian saw......unreal........but no one is interested.....our time machine are the wildernessereas..

[Hidden in reply to Hidden]

sorry wllderness areas.....lot or plannint as every ounce counts...bu lot or great funn...i lll show u how to pack and and...

most time people chicken out.....scared ill 5hink somne5hing....

oooh well....

[Hidden in reply to Hidden]

have to paint and draw alone...same deal.....can teach anyooeh..

nope too scared.......

30 years trying to share......nope...ull think bad o me

re3ally? im 900000 years old.....aint got the energy.

npei knowur thinksnsomeing..

know why? ur so bright ur out thinkin ya self

ah just an olll cowpoke

smore?

[Against_the_current in reply to Hidden]

I think i want to paint too

[Against_the_current in reply to Hidden]

Wonderful

[Against_the_current]

Oh she just woke and wants me asleep

[Against_the_current]

I can't

[lazizaimport]

I believe that almost all human diseases develop from the head. Consequently, emotional health is very important and should be taken care of. Unfortunately, most people do not see this simple truth, so they regret it bitterly. I used to be a skeptic too, but I began to appreciate emotional balance when I was able to get rid of depression with the help of advice from fherehab.com/depression/tre.... Depression is quite unpleasant and, in some ways dreadful disease. I was very lucky that I was able to get out of depression on my own. After that, you realize the value of mental equilibrium.

[Against_the_current in reply to lazizaimport]

Agree