The way I see myself

[mreesaa]

My entire life.. I was the orange on the apple tree.. I was the outgoing one.. The one with the big cheeks and a colorful personality.. No one understood me.. I never fit in with my very Catholic family.. I feel invisible most days.. I always felt like people put me in the dish room and when they needed a dish at the moment they would get me. I was never enough for anyone.. I see myself as fat... My smile is crooked.. My boobs are small.. My body isn't perfect.. My personality sucks.. I have a bad temper.. I just feel unwanted...I feel like I am not important.. If I wasn't here.. Things would just be.. better.. I am just a burden...

[Celtic27]

Hi mreesa I'm sorry you don't feel a outcast in your own family! Im a roman Catholic also and was brought up as one my mum more than my dad was the religious one! I don't go to Chapel anymore I think i just feel away from it! Don't be so hard on your self none of us are perfect were all different! You've got to get away from being hard on yourself have you ever heard the saying beauty comes from within learn to love your self first never mind anyone else take care All the best david