My depression

[Ashu711]

Hey guys!!! I just wanna close my eyes and hope that i would die coz i really wanna die now. Will my situation even get better bcoz it's becoming worse day by day???

I don't feel like living anymore. I have had enough by now.....

[brettedwardcory]

I have tried to commit suicide before and I am glad I didnt succeed. IT WILL get better. There is a future outside of now where life is better. Thank you so much for posting in here. I am so sorry youre hurting. You have come to the right place.

[AmNEm]

So glad your reaching out. I don’t know what your situation is, but know for sure U Matter!

Situations and circumstances Change that is certain. Today may be the worst, tomorrow might be the best. It is worth finding out.

Keep reaching out for support. The struggle is real.

[hypercat54]

Hi that doesn't work as I tried it for many years. I have always woken up again my usual fit and healthy self! It's better to try and get to the roots of your issues then you have a chance to sort them. x

[Hidden in reply to hypercat54]

I had to laugh out loud, one of the things I grew fond of saying is, "apparently just thinking negative things does NOT make them happen" as so many people try to convince me. I would have been dead many times (?, lol) over.

[Fearoffear]

I'm glad you let yourself write that. Let me just tell you how positive that was as you showed still looking forward wondering what else can happen. Meaning you not your anxious mind, you are not done you are still looking at a future. Good news we are here and will help you in whatever else can happen in the future. Good luck here to listen gebtle hugs!!

[Mumma_h]

Hey ashu, I just wanted to let you know that definitely without a doubt it can and will get better. I suffered extreme depression for many years, it was so terrible and shocking to me that I didn't really open up to many because I thought it would horrify them at how bad I was; I didn't even know that a human could feel that low . Anyway I'm telling you this because I did get better and I want you to have hope. I wish I could give you a magic solution and tell you exactly what made me better but I think my story is quite unusual and I'd be writing for hours😆. However I can say that any small thing that gives you a tiny bit of happiness is so important,I believe for me that contributed to my healing ; a councellor that truly understands, meds, watching a hilarious movie, being with friends or family that love you ; a pet to cuddle, whatever brings you some relief. Have hope sweetheart; trust me ; if I can get better anyone can. You will feel content and happiness again !!!! Keep that hope , it's soooo important ❤️

[IChoose in reply to Mumma_h]

Thank you for posting that answer. I'm soaking it in right now.

[Mumma_h in reply to IChoose]

I just want others to know that no matter how bad their depression is that you will get better because I was really bad and it would've given me hope if I knew that. Your depression might not be as bad as mine was so I don't want to presume that, but for anyone out there who is suffering terribly and it's gone on for too long and they're beginning to think there's no hope for them; believe me there is !! I thought I was too far gone but no one is ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[maslater]

Things do get better. It is hard to see when you are depressed but don’t give up hope

[ShesNumb]

I felt this way before

I was always expecting people to help or validate me.

Well... they won’t ONLY YOU CAN MAKE IT BETTER. The fact that you are reaching out says you don’t want to give up so fight it go take what’s going to make you better hobbies school love or whatever. I’m 39 no family no kids /bad ovaries no real siblings mom died horribly I don’t know my father I mean up until a year ago I knew that if I didn’t fight I’d die alone and no one would know or care till it was too late. So I fought for myself and now I gave myself a reason to live.... ME.

You can and will get thru this . We are rooting for you!

[hypercat54 in reply to ShesNumb]

Oh I could have written this! It wasn't until I gave up expecting others to help me that I started healing. I realised I could either give up or fight on my own and no one except me would care. So I started caring about myself. After all someone had to and if I didn't who else was there? x

[ShesNumb in reply to hypercat54]

Exactly. You got this.

[Ketzel in reply to ShesNumb]

Intellectually I realize that I need to fight for myself. Feeling alone is a huge problem, and then I found this site. Life saver - literally - to know that I'm not alone in this.

[Pahasapa]

Get help fast

[shellirgarson]

i know exactly how u feel - last week i was writing my last letter to my kids - angry that no one has my back and no one loves on me -- being without work and an income can make anyone feel like a piece of shit. i agree that ending life seems like a way out but i am going to give it another try this week... i am trying to move ahead with the spirit that everything is meant to be - and even if this life feels like shit - God does notice you and has compassion - just trying to make you stronger for what is coming. Find something that totally rocks your boat -- like music or a great series on TV -- and get lost a bit -- enjoy some crazy fantasies about how you would like your life to really be -- and get some good thoughts into your head.

[pink318]

I’m very sorry you are hurting. Please stay strong. We are here for you. You are not alone. Keep sharing and I hope you will be encouraged by staying in the forum.

I pray for peace and comfort be upon you and you will overcome the sadness you are experiencing now. Keep us posted. God bless.

[Taptap]

I'm now 52 i have spent every waking day hating myself, I've tried numerous times to top myself, yet here I am, every ones situation is different, but that is what makes us uniqe, as much as I hate I've and don't fear death, I've early to take each day as it comes, I'm sorry it isn't easy but think to yourself, I must still be here for a reason, I could go on but you'd only fall asleep, the secret is to laugh at yourself and make others smile, tell an old lady she looks lovely and see her smile, then think how sad she was still you made her day, if just for a moment take pleasure in that and some at yourself, good luck my friend and remember your not alone, we just don't show our true feelings,, do we folks. X

[dide_gg in reply to Taptap]

I can very much relate to this. Well said and thanks for posting. I'm 67...just retired and trying hard to figure out where I belong now...