So. I do. Think about death. Everyday. I’m health conscious. Yet I will drink that sugary French vanilla. Anyways. I think about death so much I’m always feeling I’m dying. It’s annoying and negative.
However with the life experiences I’ve had of course I think this way.
The more I think about death. The more I want to be a better person, spiritual, I seek answers.
I keep coming to the path or do I eat meat or not.
There is too much suffering in the world. Yet, life is so beautiful
People don't know. Some people believe that when we die if we had unresolved issues in this life then we just take them on to the next life. So if we end our lives prematurely we will just have more suffering in the next phase of our existence.
People believe different things. Personally I am just not sure but like you I have a fear of death and also I think about it all the time and sometimes wish to end the pain in that way but I don't think it is natural with the universe to do that and so I fight and fight and fight to keep carrying on and working against this cruel illness.
Without death do we really apperciate life? As much as it hurts and destroys us inside seeing loved ones die.
But if something is unlimited would we really apperciate it?
Even now we live in a world full of hate, self destruction, where people are hell bent on making others suffer, a world where most people are just self serving.
As much negativity death has around it, death is also very pure in that it does not judge.
Death does not care about the colour of your skin, death does not care about your sexual orientation, death does not care about your gender or age death does not care about are mental demons.
Death comes to us all irrespective of what we do in life, there is no avoiding that next stage.
So thinking about death is pretty common i would say.
I wont say normal, because who can really define normal? Whats normal to one, may not be normal to another,plus normal is overrated anyway.
In regards to eating meat that is entirely a choice only you can make, but at the same time listen to your body during that process.
If it makes you feel physically great,then great, but if it makes you feel lethargic and horrible,then its not for you.
Do we come back again after we die? Well,we will never really know, you have some stories where people claim to remember some of their past life.
But can you imagine dying in this life then coming back in a different body, but remembering your current life.
That would mess people up pretty bad, if we do come back, there is most definitely a block or a wipe on that stage. But we will never know for sure.
In the end, life can be more scary then death, death you know whats coming, life is unpredictable and has multiple roads ahead.
Through the good and bad, life is an adventure because we never know whats going to come, anything can happen until we meet that final stage.
Well I believe all life is sacred (except spiders which I hate and kill on sight) so I stopped eating meat many moons ago. I do eat fish though.
Don't waste your time on earth thinking about death too much as you will waste your present for no purpose. Death comes to us all in time and I must admit the older I get the more I panic a bit thinking most of my life is already spent. On the other hand though I sometimes think how tired I am and would love the peace of death.
I would like to think there is a heaven and it is eternal and our consciousness goes on but none of us can be sure of that. I would love to spend the afterlife with my beloved past pets, and one or 2 people maybe! x
If you want to know what happens when you die there's a Near Death Experiences website with thousands of reports going back decades from people who experienced this. Their stories are not identical but there are lots of common threads (the tunnel, the light, the life review, the absence of linear time, communication by telepathy, the feeling of euphoria etc). Most didn't want to come back. Too many people for there to be any collusion.
There is no Hell. You are not judged, you judge yourself. You are asked two questions. "Well, how do you think you did?" and "What's the most important thing of all?" Better have your answers ready.
One NDEr was told by Jesus: "You have your Bible, but it is not completely correct, nor is it complete, but it is what you have and you must make the most of it."
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