I am horrible at dreading things before they even become a possibility.

[DemureRose]

So let’s talk about this issue! I’m currently 17 years old and I have never had a boyfriend. Never. Not even a little 1st grade “boyfriend”. And sure I’m interested but I’ve found that 1. Boys my age and even a few years older are morons and 2. It’s impossible to have a private relationship in HS. So I’ve just accepted that I’ll wait. Everyone knows the statistic that your first boyfriend won’t last. Well because I missed that little elementary or MS boyfriend I’m now a bit behind. Which makes me dread getting a boyfriend because I know I’ll spend the whole relationship waiting for it to end. And that will in the end ruin it. So every time a guy shows even the slightest interest I ignore it because I usually actually like the guy and I know I’ll ruin it.

[a_work_in_progress]

Hi DemureRose,

Well I think if you really meet someone you like and they say

they would like to get to know you better you should at least

give it a shot. Just as friends. You never know how its going to

go unless you try.

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Imagines with my happy childhood play in front of my eyes. When time passed and I grew up I was more and more unhappy, with physical manifestation of depression and anxiety. Today I'm lost in this life, feeling that I missed somewhere in the road of life my purpose in this life.

[hypercat54]

Hi I get this but don't forget you haven't got to see every potential bf as marriage material or to start getting too serious as that will scare them off anyway. Try and see it as learning about yourself and concentrate on having some fun. x