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Before I start: I promise that it isn’t just because of my mess up with dating. I relapsed, my eating habits have deteriorated I’ve got fresh bruises, slashes etc on my arms and I am in a horrible place right now. I’m not looking for anyone to have sympathy for me, I don’t need it. I don’t know what I need, but pitying me is a horrible blow. I am extremely stressed with life and people. My trust in people has completely deteriorated, once again. My friends are avoiding dealing with me, and I understand why. I push people away. I hate showing people this side of me, because I feel so guilty for it. I hate it. I hate me.

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When can we see some of your paintings 🖼

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