So last November I self refered to the Derby mental health team. I have always struggled with anxiety and depression but after a lack of support when living in Tamworth I came off all medication at 20 and have done it alone for the last 8 years.
I felt better for a while thinking I was strong and I could do this, but over the past year or two things have become so much worse. After speaking to a counsellor back on November 14th she stated that they could not provide the support I need. She refered me to another team and requested I had an assessment as she felt it was just anxiety I was dealing with.
Finallay after a 4 month wait I went for my assessment. It was not how I thought it would be. It was around an hour long and went through everything. At the end of it I thought I would at least have an idea of what was wrong and where we would go next. I also said I was struggling so bad with work and debt and suicidal thoughts, all he did was write it down. I was yearning so bad with some guidance and support in what to do that I felt so depressed coming out of the meeting knowing I need to wait again.
However he stated he was type up my notes and take them into a meeting with 3 other psychological experts and discuss it. I should then here something back in 8 weeks, so will be a 6 month wait in total from initial consultation to maybe having a diasnosis.
I am just wondering how this will all go now. Will they write to me or call me? Will they tell me whats wrong during that call or letter? Will they actually be able to help me? I just feel so lost right now and so confused about whats going to happen next. Also feel anxious that they will say they cannot help and I wi be left stuck feeling like this all on my own.
Any advice would be much appreciated x
Current mental health status
Mental Health Support
Mental Health System Disaster
Mental Health professional
Mental Health Dilemma 
