I am currently living in a little town where i know nobody, and i'm far far away from anybody i know. I had to move here because of a job.
A few weeks past i quit that job because it was ruining me.
since then i have just ben home, trying to not stress about everyday life, but i became so terribly lonely. And my home became more of a prison than anything else.
I only got out of bed to buy grocery's. and even that was a challenge... the thougt that i might go without food was the only thing that got me out of bed...
Today i took contact to my mom and she will help me escape this little town out in nowhere.
I now have an escape from this torment of mine, a chance to get away and get some help.
Slowly losing faith again…
Tension headaches 
"don't do it" 
Struggling with medication
i do not want to be a mom. 
