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I was lost in a suicide spell

Deeper & deeper

Day after day

Week after week

Closer & closer

Angry

Hating

Hurting

Silently screaming

Isolating

Planning

Dying slowly for months

Somehow & with the assistance of My Wife, I was able to come up for air

Just in time

And long enough save my life

Being able to share this here feels very freeing & reliving

May we all find lasting relief, help, & the healing we need 💙

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Happy that you were able to breathe again. Hoping the healing continues for you. Best wishes.

~S~

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Thank you so much.

& I hope the same for you.

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