My story

[Saveme95]

I'm a young mother I'm here for obvious reasons I have suffered with anxiety and depression since I was 12 after my father passed and things went down hill from there when that happened we moved to texas right after this happened and then I would go to school starting smoking and drinking and then started dating a abusive child molester which I knew nothing about until 6 months after meeting him when the officer that handled his case saw him with me I then found out he was 25 (I was 14) after I broke it off he stalked and threatened me for a year until a friend of mine threatened his life and he left me alone I then dated a man who was cheating on me and using I dropped out of high school and starting doing hard drugs acid and norcos that was hard drugs for me I then met my husband we dated for two years miscarried and broke up and got back together and had our child and got got married 4 years and 4 days after my son was born but I struggled every day waking up eating sleeping leaving my house unexpected situations and the thoughts consume I just want help

[Dicksoan]

This case needs very very long therapy and counseling. Nothing else.

You need face to face therapy mam and speak all your hurts out.

You have to met a therapist face to face to help you out

[mlj6019]

I am sorry you have experience such trauma in your young life. I can see how your struggles have affected your life. I agree with @Dicksoan that a professional therapist is needed in order to work thru this. It can be achieved. You are not alone and there is help available. I hope that your husband would be supportive of you seeking help for yourself and for your marriage and family. It is a process and cannot be fixed overnight. It will take time if you are willing to put the work in. I honestly believe, based on my own experience, that the only way to get beyond that mountain of hurt, pain, grief, resentment, etc., is to face it, climb it and conquer it. I don’t think it is possible to go around the mountain because it will always be there and resurface the rest of your life. The size of the mountain, isn’t the problem, the hardest part is taking the first step toward the victory. I wish you the best. God bless.