Hanging on by “A Thread”

[Cocoon3]

Sometimes the world itself seems just too overwhelming -especially when all you do is tread water- my entire life I have dedicated myself to helping others and that’s a known fact and I enjoy and enjoyed that it & now I have seen the true colors of my so-called loved ones -// even my husband doesn’t stand up for me !! There is no knight in shining armor !! And when I do go somewhere, I get compliments and looks... but you know - you can be as pretty as you make yourself on the outside but when your inside feels lonely, so dark .... the outside doesn’t even matter.. I guess you could say I’ve been in the type of morning of my best friend passing away so I’m gonna try my best to start getting out and doing my own thing because I have a literally been in my house going on two years except for doctor visits and that is by far completely different than who I normally am , my home would be the place where everyone hung out, cooked .. whatever & WOW.. within the last two years a complete turnaround ??????can someone please answer a question for me i...if all I asked from my husband is his time, conversation just for me to get to know him a little bit better and he does not do it , it seems unimportant to him,, this is going on three years of me asking and telling him he really is the only one that could save me it is never brought all of that up again doesn’t ask how I’m feeling etc. nothing ... I really wonder why I was even born!! I have to personally change something cuz this isn’t living!! I may have to take a break from this forum, I don’t know.... I just know I’m really tired, so so tired yet I don’t sleep well anyway thanks for all of your comments & advice😘 I may be right back on this site tomorrow I don’t know good night

[Sillysausage234]

Why leave the forum,?use it as a tool in your box if you need to vent 🌤