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I’m 59 years old.I have lived with severe depression and anxiety. I was diagnosed when I was 6. I stay to myself and in my room I’ve been in the same room for 6 years. I do go to church on Wednesday and Sunday.I am very thankful for even being alive. I tried to commit suicide several years ago. The doctors said I wouldn’t make it through the night. I was put on life support for 30 days. I usually go down this slope. First comes anxiety, then comes depression and with that comes angry. It’s a cycle that I can’t stop. I would love to be in this group, if y’all (yes I come from the south) would allow me to. Thanks for listening.

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Barbasol

Glad you get out a little! Boy youve been suffering a long time! My heart goes out to you!

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Thanks so much. I really enjoy people resounding to me. My days are lonely. Some ok, some not ok. Hope we talk soon. I’m a very good listener too.

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AZ1970

Welcome! You are in the right place. We all understand.

I come from the south too, Texas. And yes we welcome you. I'm so glad you are still here. There is a reason, a greater power kept you here. Join us in this journey of self discovery.

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Airsynapse

Glad you’re here. I understand why you’re angry at times. Mental illness sucks! And sometimes it feels very unfair. I think it’s okay to recognize that and hold a space for that but also try not to dwell/live in it. Keep on getting out when you can.

Good on you for joining and welcome hope you make some good friends here and get the support you are looking for, you have been unwell for a long time, glad you are still alive.

Take care, have a great weekend

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Angry101

This is my second comment in the last half hour. I finally found out how to respond to this group through notifications. I don’t know what I was thinking. I never said I was the brightest bulb in the box. I think it was all of those ECT treatments. 32, in all. So sorry for the inconvenience. Don’t throw me away just yet. Lol

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