God must hat me

Just please go away

[Hidden]

I know the feeling. Im sorry

[Turq24]

I know the feeling.I've been there before but trust me he doesn't hate you.He loves you more than anything.

[8518114]

I sometimes feel the same.

[Jeff1943]

God is not our personal social worker who makes sure nothing bad ever happens. He gave everyone free will and problems to solve. One such is mental illness. Everyone has their cross to bear, who is without one?

Are you receiving treatment from a doctor or on effective medication?

A better word for depression is depletion. Your mind has become depleted of nervous energy through worry, stress and anxiety. You are experiencing nervous exhaustion. You need rest and sleep, as much as you can.

If you feel overwhelmed then medication is a good route to peace of mind. Once you are fully rested and life is less challenging you can come off it. You aren't always going to feel like this. I wish you all success in your recovery.

[Hidden in reply to Jeff1943]

Scared to go talk to doctors last time I expressed my feelings they put me in a hospital telling me I was suicidal so now it’s really hard for me to just go and get Meds I know they will help just can’t walk into a office like that

[Jeff1943 in reply to Hidden]

All doctors have taken an oath to help people, they are not ogres, don't let one bad experience of them deny you the help they can bring. The next doctor will be different, think carefully what you want to tell them. Don't fight this alone, Mike.

[Traveller85 in reply to Jeff1943]

Agree, unless you have a plan and demonstrate intention to harm yourself they will not force you into a hospital. I hope you get the help you deserve and need.

[Hidden]

I’m scared to go see my doctor too. I’ve been talking suicidal for the last... 3 or 4 days now. I don’t mean to, but it’s the truth. It’s how I truly feel, you know? I don’t know what else to do. I’m at a loss. I’ve cried so much that my eyes are hurting & I have the biggest migraine ever. I just want someone to truly help. 😭😭😭😭😭😭

[Hidden in reply to Hidden]

mermaid you are over working me today you know,last Wednesday I woke up with a court case looming,tryed to comitt suaside ,wich did not work out,ended in a@e all day and police notified,mermade my love now you definatly don't want to go along that path,for a

start who would we get to wright all the blogs.so don't ever say those words promis a tierd

peek.

[pink318]

Hi Mike- I’m very sorry you feel this way.

I pray that you will remain strong and will never give up.

Please keep sharing and I hope this forum will be a blessing to you. We are all here for you. God bless.