Paranoid

[Fallheart]

A lot of times I can't shake this feeling that everyone hates me, that I'm this impossible burden on everyone. That once people see what an insecure mess I am, how broken I am underneath the jokes I crack, that no one is going to like me ever again. Even people who, looking at our relationship, must love me I doubt. My SIL has always been my best friend but I feel like I can barely socialize with her now, like I'm bringing her down for it and she hates me. Like she HAS to play nice. We work together and i feel like she regrets seeing if I wanted this job.

[Hidden]

Darling you are NOT alone in that feeling.

[ThyroidJ]

Your not alone, it’s negative anxiety. You are wonderful

[roseofmyheart85]

I am sorry you are feeling this way and you are not alone. Have or are you speaking with a counselor? Have you tried talking with you SIL? I will be praying for you during this difficult time. Take Care and God Bless!