Is it a Sin ?

[Cocoon3]

Is it a Sin..... to beg God every night to PLEASE take me ? Almost everyday I plan a way for suicide & then somehow.... I talk myself out of it. I would explain my story but I’m too tired to explain (it’s long, detailed, sad, lonely & tired)

[pink83737]

Hang in there, you should be praying to god that whatever you’re going through gets better ❤️ he will heal you! he healed me. storms don’t last forever, soon the sun will shine again xx always here if you need to talk

[hypercat54]

Hi what has always helped me is to the opposite of you and every morning I make a vow that this won't be the day I do it. This then leaves me free to live the rest of the day without being consumed with thoughts of suicide. x

[Hidden in reply to hypercat54]

This is really good , helpful advice x thanks Hyper I’m sure it will help so many xx 💕

[TriggerPoint]

It's OBVIOUS His answer is NO. That means YOU are "special" & "loved" !* Yet ? You spend your day listening to the Cast Down One telling you to commit the very same "sin" that got him Cast Down from the very beginning ? What was that "sin" ? " Selfish Pride". Just what do you think suicide is ? Just think ? The Devil must really be afraid of what great things GOD has in store for you now in this life. Else ? He'd never be fighting you so hard. YOU have "the will to choose". Mankind is God's prize creation & The Evil One hates it & hates us all. DO NOT be deceived by the Devil !* He was & is a liar from the beginning. YOU ARE SPECIAL In God's sight !* YOU matter..... Though things may seem cloudy at this point in life. Remember, on the other side of those clouds the sun is always shinning. Clouds come and go. But that sunlight is always there.... You Have Faith. Use it. If God where to reveal all things to us in advance ? There would be no need for Faith at all. The POWER That Has Already CRUSHED Satan In Our Lives Is "Grace" !* That Is God Deciding To Love & Forgive Us DESPITE Us. Therefore The Evil One's Claims And Accusations [ guilt attacks ] Are Fruitless !*

Prayers~*

[Hidden]

We all matter.

[TriggerPoint]

I NEVER Met To Offend Anyone ?* Are You Serious ?*....I Am Sorry It OBVIOUSLY Offended "YOU"... I Am Supporting This Person Yet "YOU" Are Offended When My Post Has Absolutely NOTHING To Do With "YOU" ?* NOTHING. How "Selfish"Can One Be . There Is A BIG Difference Between "Religion" &"Spiritually"...I Am Sorry "Religion" Let You Down Somehow But God IS NOT A Religion. & If You Noticed Before "Flipping Out", There Was NO "Particular" "God" Mentioned & There's No "God Guilt" When It Comes To Grace.

UNREAL.....

[ i'll take this matter before the administration ]

[TriggerPoint]

I Did. & When A The Question Asked By The Original Poster Has To Do With "SIN" ? It Is Obviously Of A Spiritual or/ Religious Nature.....

Again I Am Sorry I Offended You & I Am Sorry I Am Not A Good At Typing Correctly...

[Periham12 in reply to TriggerPoint]

You have a beautiful heart and please don’t let anyone dishearten you!💙

[Hidden]

Whatever is causing you to feel like this WILL heal overtime x please hold onto that hope x that little light you see that makes you talk yourself out of it... hold onto it tight.. overtime it will shine brighter and one day your darkness will be over .. and you will see that life is worth living x ♥️

[Cocoon3]

I encourage all comments & opinions.. that’s why I’m in this group. I have no one else to talk to, so any & all advice/ comments are encouraged.

Thank y’all!!

* TriiggerPoint,your post actually made me sit back & think, so thank you

[Cocoon3]

This is a great supportive group that all of us I feel need 💕

so again I will say I’m sorry- I did not mean “for anyone” who was actually trying to help me, step on anyone toes (as the saying goes). But, if there is blame to be pointed ,please point it in my direction .. to me, this Group is like a Safe Haven For All- Please, Can we just TOTALLY FORGET my post ?????

thank you

[Periham12 in reply to Cocoon3]

You are not responsible for other people using their pain as weapons. They are hurt too and lost. I, for one, appreciate you sharing and understand that feeling and have thought the same. Some replies helped me too. So please know as you were getting help, you were also helping others.

[Cocoon3]

I’m a very spiritual person, as well as ....

love to be in tune with nature. I believe everything is “somewhat” connected in 1 way or another.. I used to believe in Coincidences, But my belief has changed.. I believe there’s a reason for EVERYTHING & ......

this Group has helped me tremendously just in the short period of time that I have joined. for some reason or other groups never reacted as fast as people do here & that RIGHT THERE MEANS EVERYTHING... because when you are fighting invisible illnesses- & 1 of which is Depression- “Prompt Replies” mean EVERYTHING..... it means someone in this big old ugly world...cares about you. We all help each other, advise, Vent etc ... This Group feels very personal, as friends feel, & that is so important !!! especially when someone feels so lonely,as I do, y’all have helped me tremendously !!!💕💕

[Hidden]

Dear all,

Please do take into consideration what the focus of this thread should be. We are all here to support and care for each other, and in this case in particular, to tell Cocoon3 that she will find support in this forum.

I will delete replies that point into another direction so everyone can re-focus from now on.

[Cocoon3]

I am truly floored by all the drama My Post has caused. Life is full of Drama... that’s why we are on here.

•• In my own personal life, I have to think very, very hard ....before I speak “every time”, so that I word my thoughts in a way, that will Not be taken the wrong way or personally, when my point is about me, not them.

••so now seeing all of this, just makes me hesitant to feel the relaxation I had before to post my thoughts at that very moment.... when I’m needing a friend .. i’m just not sure now 😢

[Hidden in reply to Cocoon3]

Hey dear, I just wanted to reach out my support to you. I totally understand what you were saying in your post. I guess the drama is deleted, but whatever was said, please don’t be afraid to reach out to us on the forum. You’re not alone, I can guarantee you that. I’m a believer in Christ, & I’ve had the same thoughts as you about suicide. Whether or not it’s a sin isn’t what matters, in my opinion. You deserve to live this life because you’re a human being. You deserve to be able to wake up & not want to hurt yourself. I hope that you can find some comfort in knowing you’re not alone. I am here if you need to talk. Stay strong. Xoxoxo

[Cocoon3 in reply to Hidden]

Thank you

Thank you

😘

[Periham12 in reply to Cocoon3]

You are a shining light to many of us and we are here fighting with and for you.💙

[Hidden]

:(im so sorry you feel this way. I hope you find strength to push you through all you are dealing with. Hold on bc it WILL get better for you. You are not alone! Hugs 💗

[sliverofsilver]

I’m not all that religious, so I can’t tell you whether or not it’s a sin. But I can tell you that it’s not your fault you’re feeling this way. But it is your responsibility to get help if you are feeling this way, and you’ve already taken a step in that direction by writing here on HealthUnlocked. I know it seems like a big, scary thing, but you don’t have to do it alone- you don’t learn to drive a car on your own, you’ve always got an instructor, and in your journey of recovery, we will be there for you.

I’m currently in your situation as well, and am currently heading to the therapist and psychiatrist to find out if I’m going to need to be hospitalised 😖 as I’m completely unable to keep myself safe. I’ve even had to wear gloves 24/7 to stop me from self-harming with my own nails.

Please don’t think of this as a sin, as it will only make it worse. People may tell you that suicide is a selfish thing to do, but in your state, please don’t pay attention to that as it may make you feel worse, like it did to me.

You keep talking yourself out of it because God’s plan is to keep you alive. God wants you to stay alive. He’s giving you the resources to do so, and all you need to do is to reach out and grab on right.

Rainbows pass, but storms do too.

[Txaps]

You woke up this morning so there's a purpose to the pain!

[Cocoon3 in reply to Txaps]

Ok, You got me there

[Txaps in reply to Cocoon3]

I just try to tell myself that every time I hit that dark place and I'm at my peak suffering. It doesn't fix it but it helps.