I'm a new member and this is my first post. I'm very thankful there is a community here that is so understanding and supportive.
I'm under severe anxiety and major depression. Mostly stems from my job/career. I have a high-level national sales management job and have done very well for my family. Married 27 years, kids 16, 12 and 8. I'm 53. You would think i would be on top of the world.
But I have these bouts with anxiety over job performance about every five years or so since my late 30s. This one is by far the worst, going on six months, and I am absolutely scared to death i won't be able to function at work, won't be able to find a new job while in this condition and will have no choice but to go on disability. Wife hasn't worked for nearly 20 years.
Can anyone relate and provide advice? I'm on the verge of doing a partial hospitalization program for a couple weeks as I very concerned about my ability to return to work after the holidays.