Today i went to work and the scars of my ghetto poverty prosecution constraction camp life,the jerry springer....i don't you know about you guys but when I've got anxiety intrusive thoughts image. I look like i am praying screaming in my head this isn't happening this isnt me.Then i start asking,why does god hate me?
I get this amazing fiancee want to love her provide for her.A consistent stable life,but god decides know.A hard life rape beaten left for dead in the project 43 years a jerry springer life ( project: the project is to get out unscathed unscar,not to get stuck there) fighting to find my self unstand how to stay alive or a reason to stay alive? accept what's happening to me.
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PTSD? It could be...who wouldn't have it, after trying to survive like that?
You are to be fully congratulated for being "present"--if no one else will say it, then I will--CONGRATULATIONS!
Can you find counseling/group therapy on/away from your work? You are focused and spiritual about realizing what's important, here. No one wants you to lose that!
You matter! Any joy that you can share with another, makes this world a better place!
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Slowly losing faith again…
Tension headaches 
Struggling with medication
i do not want to be a mom. 
