Potential triggers, sorry
Feel like giving up and walking into the woods to die. Depended on husbands for everything. Recently divorced again. Living with elderly parents who dont believe in depression. Fearing what to di if car dies. 48 yo female nanny. Depression affecting my jobs but cant quit, need money to fix car. Embarassing but dont know how to take care of myself and not sure how much longer I can sustain. No health ins, not sure how ti get it. Scared like a little child. Where do I begin to get help? Should I stop working til I get help? Without insurance, can I get help?