Change is weird so very weird at times it's for the better and the times it could be the most painful. I miss my dad I miss my mum and that's one change I'm struggling to deal with because they can only be 1 Ellias and Monang.
Funny all male figures around me failed dismally to even have a quality of my dad hence things and circumstances feel harder because he is not a phone call away I wish I could phone heaven half the time never mind calling my mother I miss you my mother you were the most amazing straight forward brave strong woman you never back down you never back down I miss you so much I miss crying on your shoulder but I know you're in good hands.
One change An adjustment that is hard to get over is a losing your pillars but I manage.
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I am sorry for your loss and glad that you have many good memories of your parents. They seem to be wonderful parents and role model. I am sure they are always with you through all the things they passed to you.
Hi Wild N, I am sorry you have lost your parents. You mention that change is weird and at times it’s for the better. You are absolutely right and you are also right that change can be very painful especially when you lose loved ones. I believe you will always miss them and that’s good because it means that they loved you and you loved them! Only time, experiences and other friends and relatives will help lessen your hurt. You probably have lots of good memories to remember them? You mention that your father was an amazing role model for you and that other male figures right now don’t have some of the qualities your dad had, and that’s OK. Your hurt is not easy to cope with so don’t be too concerned about that. You also miss your mom. Are there older women whom you respect that perhaps you might develop a friendship with her? What kinds of things are you doing to help you through this time? Are there any activities that you already enjoy and could perhaps expand on them? Have you gone to counseling for grieving? I know many organizations offer these services, including churches. Blessings
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To anyone who might be struggling
Change is a friend!
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I have real trouble agreeing this is all anxiety 
