I’m 25 and I suffer with two illnesses - both that have made me housebound, unable to work and unable to meet people. I’ve recently moved so I’m even more isolated. I love my family but when my mother and sister are together it’s like they completely forget about me. I have no one to talk to and when I try talking to my mum I just get the “well what can I do?” I’m extremely suicidal and the way I get spoken to or treated gets me down a lot. My illnesses have brought on suicidal thoughts (I have them all day every day,) depression and severe anxiety to the point I have anxiety attacks daily. I’m at the point where death looks better.
Before I post this please read everything. Don’t judge my family they’ve done a lot for me with my health but I feel extremely alone. I can’t talk to my sister as she has severe depression and snaps a lot. I can’t go to therapy as that would mean having to leave my house which I can’t do. I’ve tried signing up to online therapy but they’ve denied me for whatever reason.
It’s to the point where I’m googling the best way to kill myself. I hate feeling like this.