And again

[cinnamonapple89]

Just got a crippling feeling thinking about - you guessed it - death again. This one is very overwhelming. Tight chest. I’m starting to feel obsessed with death. And I always hear about people obsessing about death before they die. I can’t get the fact that I’m going to in fact die one day. Like that is a DEFINITE. It’s just so terrifying to me. It’s really halting my life. I don’t do anything but sit in my house, trying to live with this social anxiety and depression. I love being alone. It’s the only time I can fully be comfortable. But I feel like my life is passing me by and before you know it, I WILL be dead. It’s just so crazy to think about and it’s really taking over my life.