Everyone in my family said I was selfish when I decided to move to another country. They thought I give up them and would not look after my parents any more.
But I feel I am almost dead in this country and I do not want to do anything here. My mind, my soul do not belong here anymore. I just want to run away before I am truly dead.
Slowly losing faith again…
Tension headaches 
Struggling with medication
i do not want to be a mom. 
