I quit my job because I hate to force my students to do endless homework and I hate the education system in this country. I do not want to work for money.I do not want to lie just in order to get money from people's pocket.But I will be broke if I do not do like that. I hate this world. Now I want to move to NZ where I am not sure that if this will change my destiny. I am very anxious and hopeless.
hopeless, cannot see my future - Anxiety and Depre...
You're not hopeless! I used to be in advertising and experienced the same dilemma. After soul searching and learning about who I am as a person, now I'm almost done nursing school and love every second of it. Life's too short to do what makes you feel hopeless. And you can't make other people happy all the time if you're not worrying about your well being and self esteem first. It's not selfish it's just healthy. anyone who thinks differently is toxic to you and maybe it's time to distant yourself from them! You're not alone!
Well it took some time, years to be exact. But basically I had to learn that everyone else's opinion about how I should walk and talk doesn't have anything to do with who I want to be. To be blatantly honest it's the hardest thing I've ever done. I lost old friends but gained true and more genuine friends in the process. You just have to take that first step and be firm that you're going to do what makes YOU happy, not everyone else because I found that you can't do anything to satisfy people unless you focus on yourself first. Hope that helps!