I visited a friend out of state who once helped me on Experience Project. I really stuck my neck out there and he called me brother and close friend. It's hard for me to make close friendships due to my anxiety. I know feel alienated and of not priority anymore. I don't know what to do. I've confronted him about it. Was addressed at first but now I feel rejected again.
I have lowered in self worth and dove into depression. I always do this when getting close to someone and it either isn't mutual or doesn't appear so. I'm so down.