Am I a tool?

[LfhJoe91]

I'm supposed to be getting sleep before I start my day but im finding it difficult to sleep with to many thoughts going through my head. Thinking bout how I interact with others and how they treat me. My girlfriend uses me for sex and as a quick comfort when she is feeling down, my friends used me for car rides, my family uses me when they are desperate for help in their lives. I understand I let it happen I'm a bit of a push over but for the people I care bout to use me as something and not care about me as a human being; I just don't understand it.

[Dabela]

I can relate to that feeling. Feeling like you genuinely care about those people and want to help them but they don’t return that and just take what they need from you without a second thought. It starts to mess with my psyche. I start wondering why it’s like this and why don’t people care about me like I care about them.