Bipolar Day😀😭😫😢🙃

[tamka38]

Wake up feeling good earlier smoke some weed and felt like I was about to pass out and my legs felt heavy and I was invited to a party and now I can’t go because am anxious and my bf was the one cooking the food left me behind and now am home all alone and crying because I hate anxiety and depression and I hate myself rightnow and now his kids going to think I was acting funny because I show up and had to take off I cook all the sides for my kids I took a shower and I was happy but now I feel awful and am 1 month 2 days sober and people keep saying is going to get easier I can’t tell rightnow