Bipolar Day😀😭😫😢🙃

[tamka38]

Wake up feeling good earlier smoke some weed and felt like I was about to pass out and my legs felt heavy and I was invited to a party and now I can’t go because am anxious and my bf was the one cooking the food left me behind and now am home all alone and crying because I hate anxiety and depression and I hate myself rightnow and now his kids going to think I was acting funny because I show up and had to take off I cook all the sides for my kids I took a shower and I was happy but now I feel awful and am 1 month 2 days sober and people keep saying is going to get easier I can’t tell rightnow

[tamka38]

Am so tried of struggling everyday

[TDCM]

Stop beating yourself up. It's okay, those closest to you will understand. Take care of yourself and hopefully when the next event comes up you will be able to attend. I applaud you for giving up the alcohol. Remember, every day is a new day! Just don't quit.

[tamka38 in reply to TDCM]

Thanks