I am 17 years old and my dog passed away last year. Still not over it, but I’m getting better slightly. My dad fell in November and broke his arm and 4 ribs but he recovered. I have had 3 deaths in my family in 2018. My dad is around 68 and has a diabetic foot ulcer which turned into gangrene. I don’t want him to lose his foot or anything worse to happen. I think about negative things all the time which turns into mental breakdowns daily. I want to talk to a therapist but they can’t help with these health problems. I want things to get better.