Always crying , so much loss

[aprilc23]

I am 17 years old and my dog passed away last year. Still not over it, but I’m getting better slightly. My dad fell in November and broke his arm and 4 ribs but he recovered. I have had 3 deaths in my family in 2018. My dad is around 68 and has a diabetic foot ulcer which turned into gangrene. I don’t want him to lose his foot or anything worse to happen. I think about negative things all the time which turns into mental breakdowns daily. I want to talk to a therapist but they can’t help with these health problems. I want things to get better.

[Midnightwolf1]

I'm so sorry and I know I can't do anything to help but to hope everything gets better for you and your family. I know its not much help at all and I wish I could to something to help you...

[aprilc23]

Death, past negative memories. I am overall such a negative person but I don’t see how I can be positive with all these bad things happening in my life.

[aprilc23]

Death is one of my biggest fears but not of my own, of my loved ones and living without them.

[aprilc23]

Anxiety that comes from losing someone. Got news today that my dad’s foot got worse. Another mental breakdown.

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Dear April, so sorry to how you feeling, if we could wrap are feelings en, life would be good. Listen April I have thought so many times end it, but we can't because of the heartache you would leave behind, that's y people who take their lives are cowards, it's who you leave behind the fact your talking about it is a big first step, too making it better,

Wake up it then think it only get better , as it can't get worse, one day at a time keep positive darling xx