Too much ... too little

[BEE247]

These last couple of weeks has been so stressful ...

Firstly my sister tries taking an overdose and I find her and now she has kidney damage. Secondly my mother ends up in hospital with low sugar and blood pressure who then finds out she has Reynolds and lupus disease. Thirdly I get assaulted at my college and now the college wants to take it to the police ... on top of that I have a court case with my ex and I can’t cope, I can’t sleep or eat properly I’m so ill and week and can’t cope, so someone tell me why shouldn’t I find the answer at the end of a bottle of bleach or at a sliver of a blade...

There is only so much one person can take and for my age I have reached the most.

[jkl5500]

Please don't harm yourself! If you feel suicidal, go to the ER immediately.

You have endured an enormous amount of stress in a short time, and I don't blame you for being overwhelmed. Who wouldn't be? But the answer here is support and understanding, not poison or a knife.

I hope you are receiving treatment for all this stress. If not, please make an appointment with your doctor ASAP. This can't wait.

[BEE247 in reply to jkl5500]

I just can’t think straight at the minute, I’m going doctors soon but they don’t help no one does

[jkl5500 in reply to BEE247]

If you need to talk, you can message me any time. You're also welcome to post here all you want. If you need to talk on the phone to someone, try this hotline.

Samaritans 24-Hour Crisis Hotline [phone]

Like I said earlier, go to the ER if it's getting to be too much. Just don't harm yourself!

I'll keep you in my prayers.

[BEE247 in reply to jkl5500]

Thank you, I’m trying to be strong.

There’s only so much someone can take but thank you and vis versa

[jqlee]

sorry to hear that you are indeed an inspiration and a strong person!!! hope everything will be fine soon. change things that you can change, and things that you cannot change, u can embrace it and maybe look at it differently.