Hello all! I have been having a few good days lately. Well aside from throwing my back out. But I have been focusing on making new friends and not taking everything so seriously. I am trying not to view what people do or how they interact with me as something that will hurt me. I still am hurt by what my friend has decided to do, but I am starting to realize that this has nothing to do with me and that I am not dependent on anything except myself for my happiness. So far, I have started to go out more with people and I have been trying to stick to my schedule and get a grasp on my school work. I feel like the more I throw myself into my work the more content I will feel. I am trying not to focus on my OCD and taking things one at a time. Probably my worst problem is not being able to enjoy the happy feeling when I have it because I am scared it will go away. I hope everyone is doing well!