Why does getting better have to be so hard

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I left my job a month ago after having a mental breakdown at work, in hopes of getting help and getting better. Ive postponed my wedding, im extremly lonely and i stay home everyday with a one year old. Im reluctant on trying meds again because everytime they make me feel bad. I wake up feeling miserable being lightheaded, headaches, and weak. And it just lingers throughout the day. My life is becoming worse. I cant motivate myself to do anything more than take care of my daughter and watch tv and play video games. I wanted to get help and lose alot of weight, eat better, do things more with my daughter and go out more but i cant even do the most basic things. I dont sleep good, my emotions are always scrambly, i feel empty and not in my own body and i dont know what to do anymore. Im just physically and mentally out of it.

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You’ll get there. My hat is off too you for taking care of that sweet little one. Take care of you for her. It’s hard I don’t feel like myself right now but I’m working on it you can too.