Hello. Long time no see friend. I owe you nothing but the truth of my current life. Well the past few weeks have been rather strange and wild. I have had many great awakenings and I have also had many doors open before me. A few months ago I was financially destroyed as well as mentally and emotionally exhausted. Fast forward from what seemed to be an eternal damnation and now here I am, getting call after call by many great opportunities.
I have taken chances and given people a chance. As a result I have made some new friends and my network seems to be growing. I do in fact believe in the law of attraction. Once I began to get rid of my negative thinking and once I began to purge myself spiritually, emotionally, and physically I began to notice changes. I am now attracting positive people with similar goals in mind. I attempt to do my best and set time for the things that I value. I sacrificed some parts of me that I know would only hinder my growth if they remained. I had to cut greed, fear, desire, and temptation from my mind. Doubt has always been my enemy. Doubt is what keeps me awake ate night. I saw myself drifting back into chaos for a while, but I chose to be brave and leave that road behind.
Right now I'm in a better place. There have been many instances where I had to choose between the happiness of others and my own. I chose to live for me and that has thus far resulted in a better life. I am figuring many things out. I wish I knew some of the things that I know now a few years ago. But then again without the hell I've been through I would never know my limits and my real self. There are good days to come. Wherever you are can be undone. You have the power to make changes. I'm still in metamorphosis. Waiting. And I can't wait to see the other side.