What Up? I'm KC

[Z239]

I'm not helluh articulate. I write every day in Medium about what's up with me.

Basically I have depression, anxiety, and probably other things.

My health ain't well. So is my mentality.

Everything starts from how I think and yo... Things either get negative or hyped up.

I just wanna sleep and eat well.

I have a resting bitch face but when I'm encountered I smile automatically.

Other times I just do the sup nod and that's it if the person's first impression was not cool.

As in I don't tolerate things that have gone overboard.

I don't let people slide as much anymore but I'm also lenient.

I write a lot. Damn.

Yeah introducing myself is hard.

I am 23 and Asian. I found out I'm Chinese and Spanish but I have only known I'm Filipino.

My past was just straight up shit but people saw me as a fun person. They have seen me cry but they would brush it off like it never happened.

I was always smiling and making fun of myself in purpose and other times I have no idea.

At least someone laughed.

But other times... As days went by.. I gave no fucks about my grades and how I pushed away people. Or tried to. No matter how mean I was saying stuff people still liked me... I don't get it.

That was great but how about now?

I only have a few people on my side and maybe two or three people sticking by me the most.

I don't end shit well so

Bananas