Confused....

[Madison35]

So I don’t know what to do. I have moments where I feel ok but then all of a sudden it hits me that I’m not happy or that something is wrong. I feel like I’m just taking up air and that I would be better off gone. I get two steps ahead only to go 10 steps back. I just don’t know why I keep feeling sorry for myself. I can’t fix what’s wrong cause I need money to do it, everything in life revolves around money and I don’t have it. I’m barely getting by and my husband is no help. I’m just tired of trying..

[Sweeshings]

I’m new to this online super thing. I suffer more from anxiety, than depression so maybe I can relate to you as much as others on here can. I have experienced depression, perhaps not on your level. I tried going to a Psychiatrist and of course they just wanted to put me on medication which makes me feel more depressed. I started taking more natural depression remedies and they have helped me so much and are much more inexpensive than therapy and drugs. If you are interested at all let me know.

[Madison35 in reply to Sweeshings]

Yes I’m very interested. I have days where I just wanna be alone and I hate the world then other where I feel like I’m unstoppable. I just don’t know what to do and I have nobody to talk to you without them having an ulterior motive

[Kendall8 in reply to Sweeshings]

I often feel the same. I would love to know what you are doing as an alternative as well.

[essayante]

Hi Madison, I'm new to this site. Am relieved so many people are feeling the same. I feel anxious on a daily basis, it's amazing how overbearing even the simplest tasks seem. Do you feel like this alot or is just episodes? Does your symptoms come with self destruction (mine tend to). Coping with not having money is a major stress trigger, I hope you get through it

[Madison35 in reply to essayante]

I feel like that a lot, I self destruct quite a bit and it scares my family sometimes. I’m looking into a few things I haven’t tried yet so I’m hoping it helps. I agree, money is a big trigger. It is also a lot of little mistakes that turn out big in the end that does it also, among other things. Thanks for reaching out