I don’t really know why I’m posting here

[Bearzy]

I’m really unhappy. I never feel like I’m finished with anything. Even when I accomplish a task it’s always accompanied by this worry. For example, today I booked a flight to a place abroad, I’ve been feeling upset about the whole thing because I’m really nervous about getting around and I don’t speak the language. My mom won’t be with me and I’ll be responsible for transportation home by myself. I am also waiting to have my visa approved. There’s so many factors and things that need to come together at the right time but I might mess it up. Another factor in my life that’s been giving me a lot of anxiety is my sibling. They are mentally ill with bipolar disorder. This persons disorder is very severe, in that they are very affected by their disorder. They’re in and out of hospitals often, and just got released today. I know I should be glad they’re out and I am glad, but truthfully this person can be so mean and emotionally draining where it feels like walking on glass when you’re around them. This all feels somewhat pointless but I can’t get professional help right now so I’m just venting

[Optimistic_22]

It will be ok. Everything happens for a reason. Life can feel very overwhelming and hard at times. But we always manage to get through. Sometimes the most beautiful things are around the corner. If we won't of pushed through never would have noticed. Take a breath trust me it always works out.