Driving myself crazy

[Smellycat123456]

I've been in the car 4 hours now and im going crazy, I feel like driving off a bridge right now, I can't stop shaking, a few minutes ago I started crying because I didn't know witch way to turn left or right, I felt lost

[HearYou]

Mr.Cat,

Where are you now? Your message is an hour old before it reached me, and you were in the car 4 hours already. You have been going through a great deal for a long time; I read all the other communication you have had with Agora1 and others, so I'm up to par with the heavens raining down on you.

Are you still in the car?

[HearYou in reply to HearYou]

Smellycat, please answer me. On Friends, "Smellycat" had to be the best awful song I ever heard trying to be "sung'? on TV....please answer me. Been reading all the conversation you had with others on this forum, so feel like I know you....no one else has received your post yet, guess I was the first, there will be others, but please just say hello to me......I'm the dumb one that thought at first you could use a calm bath, as "SmellyCat" was always sung by the female member of FRIENDS,

Are you still by the bridge? Oh, man....are you suicidal or just very scared?

[HearYou in reply to HearYou]

SmellyCat,

Not going to lose you, not on my watch....too many people been watching out for you in this forum, come one answer me. Where are you?

Come on,know you are shivering and miserable at the moment, but it's one moment at a time, then another, and an another.

Know you have something to say.......I'm here,come on. I listen well.

[Smellycat123456 in reply to HearYou]

I'm good now found a friend to talk to

[tashalyn in reply to Smellycat123456]

Please when you feel this way immediately head to a loved one or a friend, please. Don’t stay alone with those vicious thoughts

[Smellycat123456 in reply to tashalyn]

That's what I did yesterday and it really did help me .

[HearYou in reply to Smellycat123456]

Thank you for letting me know....I had over three hours worrying,hoping to just hear one small word from you, before I had to stop waiting (my meds for the night were putting me to sleep).....we care about you

[Anais_89]

I feel like that I get anxiety attacks like that when I can't find my car keys I start sweating and get angry start crying just park take a few deep breaths and tall to ur self might sound nuts but it helps or just cry it out for as long as u need and then drive again once ur ready be careful hope this helps

[Smellycat123456 in reply to Anais_89]

Thanks there sweetie

[Southernchick]

Do you have anyone that can come get you. Please so dangerous for yourself and others. Find a safe place park for a while

[Smellycat123456 in reply to Southernchick]

I have a new friend and I call her sunshine.

I'm parked on the road daily waiting for something or someone. I drive for a living and being in that car 10 or 12 hours a day sometimes 14 or16 hours drive's me nuts because my brain is going faster than the car.

[HearYou]

Hey, are you tuning us out again? Please just send a sentence or two to let us know you are ok right now. We're waiting to hear from you.

[Smellycat123456 in reply to HearYou]

I'm Here, I just woke up and I was talking to my new friend sunshine. I work night's and I don't get home till wee hours of the morning so I sleep all day, I feel the same. Until my problems go away it won't change.

It's funny, last night I felt like a tiger and when I woke up I was that smelly little cat again .

[Forestina]

Hope you are ok. It must be awful having to drive for a living when you suffer like that.

[Smellycat123456 in reply to Forestina]

I'm ok for now but tonight is another night, I meet so many people everyday and talk to them and sometimes vent but at the end of the day I still feel alone

[Agora1 in reply to Smellycat123456]

Hi, just checking as to how you are doing today. x

[Smellycat123456 in reply to Agora1]

I'm up and on the road, I'm ok I guess, just tired of the same old same

[Agora1 in reply to Smellycat123456]

x Thanks

[Smellycat123456 in reply to Agora1]

Everyday is an adventure for me some days are good and some are bad and some are just amazing like yesterday but the thing is, I'm drained

[Agora1 in reply to Smellycat123456]

One word stood out for me. You used the word "amazing" . When we get those days, we must embrace them. Once those once in a while "amazing" days break through it can set a pattern for more to come. Feeling drained is the body's reaction to all you've been through. As your spirits lift and become more positive that things will work out one day at a time, you will feel less tired, less overwhelmed. Wishing you a great day. It can't be amazing all the time, that's life.

[Denhans]

Smelly cat smelly cat, why are you so smelly? Smelly cat smelly cat.. it’s not your fault smelly cat, what are they feeding you smelly cat. They won’t take you to the vet, your obviously not their favourite pet. Smelly cat smelly cat !!😸😸😸🌸🌸🌸

[Smellycat123456 in reply to Denhans]

Lol, thanks for cheering me up, I'm off to share my stinky love to the world. Hope I don't leave any skid marks.

[Denhans]

Aww that’s made me smile. I only see the posts a little while ago, and I was thinking aww man.. light bulb 💡 moment, I had to tx my daughter for the words, copy onto paper then post it to you. Because you’re worth it, I feel a connection and I’m a bit of a mother hen 😁 take care smelly cat 🌸🌸 Mandy 🌸🌸