I don't know if it's normal

[BlueRaven]

Hi I was just wondering if something that's happening to me is normal...

Sometimes I'm doing nothing special, or I lose myself in some thoughts about something and all of a sudden I realize that for a few seconds or minutes... It's like some people were having a conversation in my head. Not talking to me or anything, more as if I was on my phone focusing on something and people are talking a few meters away from me. It actually worries me a little because, well, I am not supposed to hear people talking in my head, or at least I don't think so.

When I hear those little conversations they really can be about anything but I quickly forget, though a few hours ago the last time it happened, it was about a movie or something.

I usually plan conversations I might have with people in my head, not always planning the answers though, so maybe I just forgot I was running another 'simulation' ?

I'm not sure, but please help me and at least tell me if you have this or not ?

[Sprinkle1]

Hi, these happen to me when I am asleep, and when I wake up I am sure I have talked to someone, then I realize it was just a dream. I would go on line and see if you can find anything that relates to this. You might consider talking to your Dr. they usually have answers or can refer you to someone who can be of help. Good luck in your quest. I send you love and big hugs, and answers to your question. Sprinkle 1

[BlueRaven in reply to Sprinkle1]

No you don't understand.... It's not like I talked to someone... It's like people that are not me talked between themselves in my head, but I couldn't totally hear the conversation. Like tv in a room next to the one you're in, you see ? And yes i'll talk to my doctor about that, just wanted a different point of view before ^^

[Agora1 in reply to BlueRaven]

Blue Raven, it is a psychiatric issue that does need to be addressed by your psychiatrist. I don't believe that it is just normal anxiety. I have heard of this happening to others. Only a professional can diagnose what is going on. It's got to be very disturbing to you. Please keep us updated. I wish you well and know that we care xx

[BlueRaven in reply to Agora1]

I really hope my psychiatrist is going to believe me because my parents told her I am stressed because of my exams in the end of the year. This is so ridiculous I mean this is close to be the least of my problems I barely think about it.

And I fainted during PE, though I was fine physically, I had my blood tested just two weeks ago. I went to the doctor just after and she took my tension and it was very low, almost not normal, so I won two days of rest (first time ever someone lets me rest without me having to yell that I really can't do it today)

So uh that's my first day of rest and I really don't feel fine, last night I couldn't sleep I had one, maybe two panic attacks ? I thought I was going to die though it's not possible I would faint and return to normal before it could happen... But I was sure I was about to have a heart attack because my heart beat was like.. stuttering, if that makes sense. I guess it's because of my anxiety ? My dad yelled at me that he couldn't sleep because of me and that made it worse but he wouldn't help me. (I remember one time I hade a sickness into my lungs I had to go to the hospital and the night before I couldn't breathe I went to my dad and he yelled at me to stop bothering him but I couldn't breathe I was a matter of life or death and he didn't care.. I don't think I like him. But he's my dad I can't help it.)

Anyway I see the psy tomorow. I truly hope she's going to take what I say seriously and not like I am a teen making a big deal out of nothing to get attention.

And omg sorry for the novel