OOOKK, so sometimes I get these phases or periods were I feel really lonely, I feel like everyone hates me, or just doesn’t find me interesting and that people don’t want to associate with me for that reason. I feel depressed at times and it gets really bad to the point were I question what would happen if I just wasn’t here! I try to take every single day at a time though, and I’m in a good spot right now because I haven’t felt those above mentioned symptoms or emotions in a week or more now, I guess mostly because I have been very busy. But anyways I feel like i did have a lot on my plate and a lot that added to my depression. One of those things being that I could not find a job. I am happy to say though that I finally got a good job with good benefits and full time hours and it’s 5 minutes away from my 🏡 home!! So that’s a lot of plus plus pluses for me! I have never really been able to hold a job, and every job that I have had, mind y’all I have had some really good job opportunities that I have completely blew! I always find the slightest excuse and quit! This time I want to be different but I’m scared I’m nervous and the only thing I know is that I just cant blow this again. I start on Monday, Nov 6th so we will see how it goes. I am truly rooting for myself and give myself pep talks here and there and mostly pray to god everything will work out. I am going to school at night already and I’m hoping now I can juggle working full time in the day and then going to school from Monday-Thursday from 5:30-8:30 at night
I am hoping everything works out
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Raiinbow8, The signs are all pointing in the right direction for you. Everything about the job came into place including it being 5 min from home. That is a big plus. Most people spend a lot of their day in travel time. With going to school besides work, this is a big benefit. Continue thinking positive and giving yourself that pep rally. I'll be behind you in that and cheer you on.
Good Luck Monday... You will make it this time I'm sure...You're off to a good start with a positive attitude. Let us know how you make out next week xx
Wow, congratulations!!! Like others said, it sounds like things are coming together for you. I can feel the positivity and hope in your post. It's beautiful. I hope I can get to where you are soon. I need to start living for me and no one else. Keep us posted on things and I know you'll do just fine at your new job. You are doing great!!
I am currently going to school at night to work as a sewer, and I wasn’t able to find anything in that field but just as I was about to give up I got a call!! I will start working as a sewer on Monday. Its manufacturing setting but the money is good! I want to enjoy paid vacations and that is why i chose this career. The other option was office administration and I decided not to as I really don’t want to do the 8-5 schedule
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Long post but I need to vent
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