I’m just under A lot of pressure

Hi I am new and I have been going through a lot I have been sexually harassed and other things and idk what to do I have been thinking of commuting suicide but idk if I belong here anymore

[lilsaddude]

Hey, I'm new too.i don't have any friends really and sometimes feel like giving up. but we.re here right? which means we want someone to care. so Im telling you I care. sorry for that jumbled mess. I'm bad at communicating my thoughts.

[Hidden in reply to lilsaddude]

Ik

[chatnoirmd in reply to lilsaddude]

Sounded right to me!

[Hidden in reply to chatnoirmd]

Well I is

[chatnoirmd in reply to Hidden]

Oh, you said you were bad at communicating your thoughts but I was trying to say that I thought you did a great job

[Hidden in reply to chatnoirmd]

Thanks but I’m not doing a good job right now

[chatnoirmd]

I was too, and it was hard not to give up. I can say that I’ve always found getting help easier through county and state programs. Most have sexual abuse and domestic abuse help for free or on a sliding scale. Try googling you county name or state name with sexual abuse center and see what pops up. Don’t give up!

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It won’t work I already gave up on life

[chatnoirmd in reply to Hidden]

I don’t think you have. I think it hurts so bad that you’re trying not to drown in the pain. I think you are reaching out to us because you need someone to know how bad it feels.

I know because I felt this way last week. It’s like a volcano and lava is simmering under the surface.

[Hidden in reply to chatnoirmd]

I wanna drown in the pain bc what’s the point of letting go of the pain when u know it’s going to come bck I just can’t take life

[chatnoirmd in reply to Hidden]

I have PTSD and after a year of good solid counseling, I lived normally for fifteen years. Then a bunch of things hit me at once and I’m at a point where I need extra support again. It may come back, but that doesn’t mean you can’t live a good, happy, healthy life in the long term.

[Hidden in reply to chatnoirmd]

The thing isn’t I have no one to talk to bout my problems

[chatnoirmd in reply to Hidden]

The counseling and help I received was through the county. I really encourage you to google it or ask at your local health department. There’s always this forum as well.

[Hidden in reply to chatnoirmd]

IT won’t work I’m in too much pain and hurt

[km147]

hi. I'm sorry about your situation. I personally don't have experience with sexual harassment, but I know how embarrassing and humiliating it can be. It makes me so frustrated that someone could think they are above you to humiliate you like that. Secondly, I hope that you find it somewhere in your heart to realize that you are not worthless because of the sexual harassment. Nor are you targeted for any particular reason. Again, I am so sorry you have to deal with such nonsense. It's not fair and our society needs to step up and be more open about sexual abuse.

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Ik I’m tired of it I cry every night because of the 5 boys

[tofler in reply to Hidden]

Are you being sexually harassed by 5 boys?

[Hidden in reply to tofler]

Y u even worried bout it

[km147 in reply to Hidden]

I hope that you can talk to someone about it. Someone you trust. You need to remove yourself from that situation, if possible.

[Hidden in reply to km147]

I tried but it doesn’t work

[km147 in reply to Hidden]

Also, the fact that it's 5 to 1 means these are a bunch of cowards who are worthless and probably feel worthless about themselves.

[Hidden in reply to km147]

Ik thanks

[tofler]

I'm not worried about it. You're posting about it and I'm trying to clarify the facts behind what's going on for you and what you're posting about.

[Hidden in reply to tofler]

Well yes

[OB73]

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