Running out of ideas.....

[Sydlizrich]

This is my first time ever doing any sort of a support group. For being so young I feel like I am completely screwed up. I have felt that way since I was really young. When I was in 4th grade I was diagnosed with ADHD. As I grew older it has gradually transformed into anxiety and depression. I’ve always had social anxiety but my anxiety and depression is getting so far out of hand I have no clue how to get it back under control. I was doing good at managing it myself for so many years. I recently started a new job and it has been getting worse by what seems like the minute. I feel like if I get any worse then my job may be in jeopardy and I don’t want that at all. It’s to the point of people I barely know at work are noticing and asking if I’m alright. I’m pushing my friends and family away, I only have 2 real friends now days and I never get to see them or talk to them. Even if I could I couldn’t even begin to explain to them what is going on with me.