Anxious today

[Jade1992]

Well we have to pick up my aunt's ashes today. I have very mixed feelings. Part of me is panicking and another part of me wants to run not believing she is gone. Almost like if we don't go and get her that it won't be real. I don't know which is worse. Can't control either feeling.

[GailC58]

I am so sorry for your loss. Grief can be debilitating, and I hate that you're going through it. I hope your family can lean on one another to get through this horrible time.

[Jade1992 in reply to GailC58]

Thank you. I had to go by myself. My mom couldn't do it. That was one of the hardest things I've had to do. I miss her so much. I cried all the way to my mom's house. Next week will be even harder when we have to make the trip to Chicago to bring her home.😢😭