I have met a guy that is just like me and also in recovery. We talked for about an hour this evening and we were lock step. We related to everything we have gone through. It was so freeing. We are gonna talk a couple times a week. My wife gets it, therapist helps, buy neither one has felt the Doom and fear like we have. And we are so normal. Look normal, normal jobs, dress nice. But we fear the world. Crazy.