Help haulsinations getting worse

[Kdkbol2005]

Had a bad morning woke up with my haulsinations covering my phone and night stand most days they at least wait until my feet hit the floor. Now I don't want to get out of bed. I'm terrified of what the rest of my day is going to be like.

[BonnieSue]

Have you seen a doctor? A psychiatrist? What prescriptions are you on? Did you take them as instructed? Tell us more information please!

[Kdkbol2005 in reply to BonnieSue]

Yes I'm seeing a therapist and drs am on seriquell and buspar and I go back to my med Dr tomorrow so hopefully he can help switch up my meds again.

[Kdkbol2005 in reply to BonnieSue]

And yes I take every med religiously

[BonnieSue in reply to Kdkbol2005]

Good for you! So glad to hear you have all of that in place! Can you imagine my concern if you still needed to get all of that done?

I can understand why you dreaded the rest of your day. Did your fears come to pass or was your day okay after all? I sincerely hope it was the latter. How much control over that do you have right now?

[Kdkbol2005 in reply to BonnieSue]

No it has been a bad day all around my meds get checked tomorrow so hopefully that will help though I haven't gotten much sleep over the past 48 hrs. And the sleep I do get I have night terrors.

[BonnieSue in reply to Kdkbol2005]

Oh no!! That sounds awful!! You have to go to work feeling really crappy? How does that work out for you? Are you productive? Work well with others? Or do you need to isolate and can you?

[Kdkbol2005 in reply to BonnieSue]

I'm on disability right now because I have pseudo seizures as well.

[BonnieSue in reply to Kdkbol2005]

Well thank God! Not that you like your problems any better but you're not trying to perform when so exhausted and having the possibility of a seizure or pseudoseizure hanging over your head all day! I hope this gets resolved asap for your sake! It's amazing what we have to put up with and call "normal" sometimes.

[gogogirl]

I just wanted to check in, and see how you were doing overall. I hope that you are finding some comfort and support. It must be very tiresome.

[Kdkbol2005 in reply to gogogirl]

Today is one of my better days my anxiety is still up there but I'm pushing through. How are you today gogogirl?

[gogogirl in reply to Kdkbol2005]

Glad you replied, and that is very good that this is a better day. May you have more of them, I am okay. I was okay before, but anxiety and depression are creeping up. I wonder if there is a way we could have a "chat" without all posters seeing? As you know, I am not the most tech savvy. You sound like a good soul, and I appreciate the reply. I hope that between your supports, meds and life in general - it's evening out a bit.

[Kdkbol2005 in reply to gogogirl]

Yes I know I am on a long road to recovery but I think I will make it. And I wish we could talk because you seem like a genuine person who lost her way and needs a friend. I will try to help as best as I can.

[gogogirl in reply to Kdkbol2005]

Is there a way to privatize talks? I appreciate the reply. I am not lost all the way, but as you know I have ruminated on something that also spirals down with other things. I guess this is a type of talking- in the 21st century! I am grateful for the good things. I have been through a lot of changes in the last years, but I do have some good people also . I still experience anxiety and depression, and am hard on myself. Sometimes it;s hard to explain, but I also miss people I have not seen in a long time. It's almost like saying I miss part of me! You sound like a genuine person as well. I have to say- it's time for me to get off because of my eyes, but we will remain in contact. I hope you have a nice weekend. If you can figure out a way for privacy, please let me know as well. I appreciate that.

[Kdkbol2005 in reply to gogogirl]

OK I will try to figure out the privacy thing and you have a nice weekend as well.