I’ve been posting here for about six months, but I am always uncomfortable about posting personal updates. I wonder whether I am bragging, whining, boring people or some combination of the above. Regardless, I enjoy reading the experiences of others, both positive and negative. I personally think that understanding both the good and bad experiences of our brothers is more valuable and practical than arguing about statistics we cannot control. So here goes.
Age 68 with no other ailments. Diagnosed 9 months ago. Gleason 8, large tumor in the pelvis, pelvic lymph nodes involved, 2 Mets in pelvis, one on a rib. PSA 36. Treated with Firmagon, Xgeva, Casodex, Prednisone and Docetaxel. Fingers still numb and fingernails a mess from the Chemo. When Chemo ended, switched to Lupron and Zytiga. PSA went untetectable before the end of Chemo and has remained that way. Scans look as clean as they can. Doing IMRT now, 28 sessions on entire pelvis and 15 on the prostate. Severe diarrhea from the radiation. Every day on the one hour drive to radiation I stress about having a full bladder and an empty bowel. Best medical advice I got in the last two weeks was not to get too far from a toilet.
But the possible pot of gold at the end of this rainbow is that Doctors are calling my cancer oligometastatic.
I went to Vegan diet when diagnosed but have added clean beef and fish back in. Sort of moving to Paleo now. I drink socially 2x/week. I take Metformin and some supplements. I have not been diligent about exercise and should lose 30 lbs. I work half time at a sedentary, but high stress job. Hot flashes are a nuisance, but I can live with those. Some Fatigue is a constant. My mind is still sharp, but not all the time, as I have periodis where it is very hard for me to focus. I did take a 3 mile walk at our home in the mountains today. It has a modest elevation change, and I finished in 60 minutes. Two years ago I did the same walk in 48 minutes.
I have not had depression, but the truth is that quality of life is somewhat impaired. But i am alive, pain free, and able to enjoy most things I once did. I have “come out” as a cancer patient, and shared my story with my workplace with a view to helping others. We’ve been dealt a bad nand, but happiness requires us to turn negatives into positives, so i’m Now all about helping others. Sounds trite, but it keeps us from feeling sorry for ourselves.
Lastly, my first MO told me I had 4 years. I found another MO.
God bless all of you, my brothers.